CHELSEA Monday, March 13, 2006
i feel like my life's in a huge mess right now. i'm confused. frustrated. happy. sad. pissed off. arg! i'm all mixed up! i'm getting all kinds of crap advice from people... actually only 5 ppl know how i'm really feeling. hmm, who should i listen to? melissa? cheryl? HELP!! sigh...it's not really helping that i'm sorta falling sick. coughing, sneezing, having a sore throat... and i'm not my usual self. i'm not really looking forward to going out on wednesday. feeling dull! all i do is talk and complain over the phone all day. brenda isn't really helping much either. al she does is piss me off all day! i'm on the verge of filling my whole post with vulgarities! maybe that'll help?
a list of songs that i love at the moment:
my happy ending[avril lavigne]
photo[ryan cabrera]
don't wanna think about you[simple plan]
don't tell me[avril lavigne]
s.o.s[good charlotte]
you don't mean anything[simple plan]
since you been gone[kelly clarkson]
behind these hazel eyes[kelly clarkson]
perfect world[simple plan]
i still[bsb]
sorry[madonna]
i want you to want me[lindsay lohan]
its gonna take forever for me to list all...
i guess the best thing to do right now is just to pray.